Choose or Lose

In the depths of my soul

I know I can't let go

Of the past that was

Because

I'm so wrapped up

And tangled up

You must know

How I feel

The need to peel

Away the weight

Of memories

That come too late

In the night

In the core of my being

I look but I'm not seeing

That I've trapped myself

In the deepest hell

I was told to let go

But I cling on

To nothing

Slowly rotting

And I'm growing restless

Can but then can't help this

Feeling of loss

But I must

Take it slow

I know you know

How hard it can be

You're the one who told me

To make a choice

That I have to chose

Or else I lose

Everything that's in the depths of my soul

I know the time's come for me to let go.